so me and my boyfriend have officially broken up and i’ll be okay , the one small but yet big problem is i can’t hear. & i wish you all knew i was particually deaf, and i can’t hear in my right ear at all , i was born that way^ but other then that i can’t hear in my left ear which is a big BOOBOO! a big big one and i can’t hear my own song , but whatever. I knew this would happen. I just didn’t know it’d be this early. but i just wanted to let you all know this might be a warning^ so if it is , i’m sorry if i worried you. My madre thinks it’s pressure in my ears but i don’t really know for sure. but just wanted to let you all know. 

f0ryouathousandtimes: Gabby ? o..O

hehe nope :) it’s Grace , i made another one, idk why o.O <3

i remember watching him pass me, it was something i never thought i’d feel again, now he’s here holding my hand , kissing my lips. I’m glad he knows the truth about me , i used to hide from so many people and saying i’m fine, but with him; i can’t Lie to him about anything, he’s just too amazing, i’m glad this isn’t a fucking fairytale, i’m glad it isn’t a dream<3 , i can’t breathe without him. I wouldn’t mind if he held my hand while we fall asleep with me, he isn’t the guy most people would see but no one sees the good in him, they don’t realize what i have is what everyone should be, the most gentliest guy i could ever be with, I’d be torn without the love he has for me, i wouldn’t know if it ever existed in my life , but now that he showed up; look where i am now, i’m healing from the scars I made before. fighting back from the hurt others have given me for the past fucking month. Now i’m better. Running to him like it’s no tomorrow, it’s perfect. even if he steps on my foot (x , i wouldn’t mind , it wouldn’t hurt since he’s by my side, talking and laughing like complete fucking idiots. i don’t want us to ever go our seperate ways , though i’m not afraid , i know it’ll never happen because it’s something i wish my best friend had and now ; i do. I have someone who really cares, who really knows me, he seriously knows how to make my day when i’m sad and knows when things go bad he can’t give me a hug but those three words make my day everyday:) i know everyday i’ll see that smile and that face forever in the morning. He better know the smile i wear isn’t a fake , it’s not because i need to m it’s because he actually makes me smile<3 , i wouldn’t mind if we ran away , as long as he’s by my side , he’s like the love i need , i have, he’s my life, i won’t let him go because i’ll always be miserable at best if he ever left me, i wouldn’t be here if he left me, like i said before , i’m gonna be fine , i’ll never worry about that because he won’t leave me. he better not:) , i’m on my way to believing that this is real:) this song , All About Us , it’s the only song that will never stop getting old, eyes on you , eyes on me we’re doing this right , cus lovers dance when you’re feeling in love<3 I’m really glad he’ll always be mine, i know i keep saying this but it’s really simply the truth because never will i feel this way again with anyone else besides him because i don’t get why but he makes the world go round faster, it’s like he makes life so much simpler for me,  ( i think that’s a word) every time i see him , it’s like my tummy gets into tiny knots becaue he makes me feel so loved i have wings on my back && i can fly , i can see what reality is, before i had no fucking clue if i was living a reality or a fairty tale, but i know this is reality. Because of him i’m never afraid to fall from above, he already caught me to where he’s standing. He makes me feel like nothing i do is a mistake, if i did he’d make things a whole lot better by saying it’s his fault but it really isn’t, he wouldn’t sell me out but I wouldn’t let him suffer from the causes i made, i would try to make things better even though i fuck it up even more; :-x either way he knows nothing will ever become between us , if i like someone , i’ll be straight up with him telling him i do but i wouldn’t go out with them because why would i want to lose someone like him? He’s everything I’ve dreamed of , you know except the cute part xD , jkjk , he’s adorable :) , he’s mine<3 , and that stays that way forever<3 . :-* I won’t risk losing someone just as good as him:) he’s too good for me but he doesn’t care, he’s still forever mine:) I’m not scared. Not anymore, I don’t cry myself to sleep, <3 he puts a smile on my mouth when i’m falling asleep<3 , too many hearts but i don’t give a fuck , my heart skips a beat when i see him:) He’s Mine <3 together forever baby:)

so i like you :) , only. i wish i could tell you /’: 

f0ryouathousandtimes: do i know you? .___. you seem familiar. and thanks for the follow:)

lmfaoooooooooo it’s Gabby :) , && welcome:DD

don’t you know when you wanna do something you will regret.. honestly you shouldn’t . everyone makes mistakes but whatever. who cares what others say ;D , if you smoke , i don’t care:) well , life is full of mistakes. someday i’ll have sex like at 14 ;D xD and you know what; who fucking cares? (: , i know the truth and i’ll say it ; if i smoke a blunt , who would want to judge me?` if people judge me , then fuck off my balls you assholes-^ you have no self-esteem, we all make mistakes and i want to live life the fucking fullest even if i somehow had a baby ( i don’t but yeah. xD) life would be hard but whatever you know:) , we all have weird shit in our life. who fucking cares ;D , i want to do random shit then i will<3 .. if my parents kick me out; well thats their fault-^ , they lost a child (: i’m smiling so much because i don’t give a fuck anymore:) <3

goodbye humans :)

i think i’m falling for my bestfriend again; after last time things didn’t go very well; i told her i loved her and all she cared about was her future to now boyfriend. she never loved me. i don’t think she ever will after all the hurt i put her through. what am i suppose to do with a boyfriend  i’ll love forever and still have feelings for my best friend. :I i guess this is a goodnight to the aliens who could understand this way /:

night :P 

anitacaroline:

-cutting unless you’re a cutter.

-drugs unless you’re a druggie.

-suicide unless you’ve attempted it.

-depression unless you’ve felt it.

-eating disorders unless you’ve had one.

-me unless you’ve been through what I’ve been through.

So don’t act like you fucking do understand.

^this so much.

(via thisismynewperspective)